ive been laying here for like an hour trying to figure out wtf I even wear in warm temperatures. I feel like I won’t have suitable clothes for spring. I just wanna go through life wearing big sweaters okay
my goal is to accept myself and maybe even like myself.
to love someone with certain qualities you first need to have those qualities.
to love someone you need to love yourself first.
it all complicates things a bit.
every girl in the universal regardless of ethnic background, class, sexuality, etc knows the universal mating call of the straight male
I feel like I wasn’t ready for this life. or maybe this life wasn’t ready for me. I’m not sure which exactly but sometimes I feel like that whole intrauterine fetal suicide thing i almost did plays a role in life
there was a day this week that I didn’t sleep at all. I was so set to sleep but I start obsessing over what needed to be done. my work got done though. it’s just sad that I’m sacrificing basic needs for my future. it sucks that people think sleeping in means you’re lazy or sleeping early means you’re a loser. sometimes the lack of sleep over the weekend means I catch up when I can. wish these basic bitches understood my life.